“The Force for Good is always diffused, like light. When you give off positive vibrations you benefit all humankind.”
Brida, Paulo Coelho
I am on this journey, there is no doubt about it. Whether I move forward or stay in the same place, this choice is entirely up to me. I have come to realize that it is all about perspective AND perception. Life is always moving. This way and that. Energetic particles that zip and zag, spiral, circle. It IS the unseen that remains so mysterious and wonderful. The world alights with energy that bounces from one person to the next. I have somehow always known this. When that energy has a positive charge, amazing things happen. When it is negative, what was rational at once becomes filled will fear. My life calls to me still as this magical year unfolds. Beckoning me. “Come here, let me help you see.” “Come here, let me help you look within.” “Come here, love resides within-don’t miss the chance to bring out the special in this world.”
My life always seems to move along much better when I relinquish the control over the outcome. It is so much more important to be in the here and now. But how should I react when the here and now feels like a period of limbo. So much effort put into my dreams and nothing seems to be happening. Then again, I am told that limbo is a curious thing. This transitional place that becomes uncomfortable after a while for some, yet embraced by others. This state of uncertainty. Yet, at the same time, a period that is surrounded by possibility. Could it be that this is a time for me to rest and allow so that the wonder that is underway can do its thing. The ever desired something to look forward to. Ahhh that something to look forward to. No tests, you have already passed. No pending accomplishment, you have already graduated to the next step. Enlightenment does not happen in one day. But the something to look forward to is a state of pure bliss if it is allowed to occur. “Do not get in the way of your own greatness!” Can this be? Why would I do that when I know that in this time of limbo, I must step back and allow all that I have planted manifest before my eyes. Looking forward to the miraculous is the one thing that can transform an ordinary moment to something that is extraordinary. Anticipation, expectation, with baited breath knowing that the universe is cooking up something amazing that is just right for you. It is time sweet thing to step back and let the world conspire for you. You have worked so hard. It is time to step back and let the invisible become visible. The magic that the sages speak of is so often is happening whether you believe it or not. It is so much better to believe and step out of the way. Listen and await the signs and they will appear. Loneliness is not necessarily what it seems.
Over the past two months, I have been forced to process what has happened in my life since the New Year. People have come and gone. Have I really seen them? I have courageously set out to do new and different things. I have bravely placed myself out in front of the world in so many new and different ways. I have lived on an island for so many years. I have stayed hidden for so many years. Now, I have made an effort to share my wounds and vulnerability in hopes that my path can serve another. And tired and burnt out, all I want to do now is to run back to that place of safety that has disappeared over time for it no longer serves my journey. My choices have set me on a new trajectory.
While revisiting old friends, familiar faces return like ghosts of the past. Is this reality or not? Going back to places, not truly realizing how much time has passed in between. Still feeling your youth, yet coming to terms that a period in your life is no longer. Happy to reunite. Feeling the meaning behind a definite point in your life that has left an amazing impact on your present moment.
Doing my best to make a mark in a new profession where each shot feels like it is taken blindfolded. Not really knowing whether your efforts will pay off, hoping for a little luck so that you can keep the dream alive. Yes, it is a time of limbo now. But uncertainty cannot stop you, it just keeps you curious to keep on to see how the next chapter unfolds.
When I listen to my life and pay attention to the signs during this necessary time of limbo, I am getting stronger again. The events that I have passed through are timely and there on purpose for great purpose. I just have to once again believe. Believe, believe, believe in that something wonderful. For as long as I am looking to set off a positive energetic experience from here on out, my chances look good. Even through the tears, I still heal. Even through the fear in the moment, I can experience true abundance. Even through the time of uncertainty, my faith remains strong.
For the Force of Good is always diffused, like light. sending positive vibrations from here on out hoping to manifest a better outcome for human kind. Choosing to make this world a better place for my children and their children. We owe it to them to make a go of it. We owe it to our creator to truly stand with our goodness, manifesting through our imagination a better place for all to see. That is certainly something wonderful to look forward to. Rest now, for you know that beyond the veil you are being prepared to meet up with magnificence as you travel the next mile of your journey.